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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Done

Of course being done has to do with Davy. It's time to put it all behind me, seriously. He has made it obvious that he only thinks about himself. Normally we talk every day all day, okay maybe not all day but we do text a lot. But here is why I'm upset and believes he only thinks about himself. Friday we texted mainly all morning and afternoon but I knew something was bothering him. He's the type who normally won't tell you whats wrong. He likes to keep it all bottled in. So I kinda just let him be. Meanwhile I had gone to the casino for dinner and my cell phone doesn't work there so I don't get any messages till I leave. He had sent me some text for a google application when I asked him why he never responded. That was it. I didn't hear from him till today and that was after I sent him a message telling him I was done. He had me worried. I know I might sound crazy but its weird when he doesn't message me. And I knew he was driving home yesterday. From Chicago to St. Louis and he always lets me know when he gets home. But I didn't hear anything. So I was seriously worried thinking maybe he got in an accident or something. I even sent him a message Friday night asking him to let me know he was okay. Well today finally around 1pm he tells me he was at the baseball game and happy Easter. That was it. Am I crazy for being upset? I couldn't really sleep last night because I was thinking what if something seriously happened to him. How would I know? It kept me from really even sleeping because I was thinking about these things. So this morning I decided to call his phone just to see if it even on. I figured if his cell is turned on then he's okay if not then I knew it'd worry me. It was turned on so I hung up right away. Then later got that message. Now I'm just bothered about the whole thing. He only thinks about himself. Doesn't think maybe I should let her know I'm home. Oh well like I said I'm done. Sick of it all.

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