Lost

Lately I feel like I'm living in a snow globe and some little kid keeps picking my world up and shaking it.

December has been a crazy month. The cat I've had for 17 years got sick and I had to have her put down the day before my birthday. My house is crowded. I have no privacy yet I feel super alone lately. But I have some great friends. Like Mia, she's been there a lot for me lately. And I thank her everyday.

But as this year is about to end. I'm really hoping for something or someone new for next year. I need a change. I just want to be happy. Want things to go smoothly. And someone to get Davy out of my mind.

I have a lot more to blog about so I'll be back tomorrow when I'm rested.