Shed a little light...

I guess I should explain the title of my blog, The Guarded One. Thats me alright. Over the years I have built these walls of steel to protect myself from what I see other people go through in relationships. Not saying I don't give it my all because believe me I do. Its just I don't let guys into my heart completely. Always assuming they will end up hurting me one way or another. I know this isn't the right way to be. And I'm willing to let my guards down. Only problem is finding a freaking guy I will do this for. Lately I haven't been having the best of luck. Starting to wonder if I ever will.